The past couple days have been busy and annoying. I’ve had so much work to do (and the same for today), classes to go to, tutoring.. And then when I want to finally hang out with my boyfriend, he either picks me up late because he apparently needs hours and hours and hours to relax after his long day of classes, or because I’m just so exhausted that I pass right out. I don’t care about the busy part, but I really don’t want our nights to be like that.
I have no classes today because I only had one, but then it was cancelled because of a memorial service going on for JoePa. Even if it was only one class, it saves me about 3 hours of my day, and I could really use that since I have a nice 4 page paper due tomorrow. I only have two classes tomorrow and then thank god it’s the weekend! Maria’s boyfriend is having a party, then on Saturday, my friend Abbie is. I’m hoping it ends up being a very fun, very drunk, very relaxing weekend. If I didn’t have this paper I seriously wouldn’t feel nearly as stressed out! :(
I had a really big goal to get a lot of things done yesterday.. but I only did half of what I wanted to :(
I have so much work to do this week. Finishing SPLED notes, doing my practice/graded assignment, my reflection, and classwork. Then a 4-page history paper due on Friday that I just found out about last week. Then a speech assignment. AH. Luckily I have no exams or quizzes yet and can take my time on these things. I’m dying for a 4.0 this semester!
Now it’s time for cereal, PLL, and a vanilla caramel latte. I like waking up early. :)
Okay, the whole joepa is dead thing really is sad… But it annoys me when people are like “miss you joe” or “this gives me chills” .. Yes, I respect him for all of the things he has done for my university but I didn’t personally know him, we lost so many games this past season, and it’s just like .. AH. He was EIGHTY FIVE. He had a good life, did some good things. But guess what people? You didn’t know him personally. You don’t miss him. You miss the thought of him. He was idolized. He really WAS penn state. But there is so much more to this university than a football coach who donated a lot of money. God damn.
I hate the cold weather. I hate the white/gray sky that makes it seem like it shouldn’t even be daylight. I cannot wait until sprint and summer when the trees are filled with leaves and the sun is shining. That’s my paradise.
I don’t know if it was my not-so-great grades last semester or just actually enjoying my classes, but I’ve got so much motivation this spring. I participate in class, literally do ALL the readings and work (well, except for maybe history, when the readings are merely poems from 5000 BC).. it amazes me. I’m determined to make this a good graded yet easy going, fun, loving, wonderful semester. This will only continue to work in my favor if Starbucks or Green Bowl hires me so I can quit my horrible job I have now. :x
